rain, thunder, lighting

the rain is so peaceful. its the thunder and lighting that makes u want to poopp ur pants. lol
i was sitting at my couch in my house to day. it was nice and bright. very cool outside. perfect weather. then the weirdest thing happens it thunders very loud shakes my house and scares the living pooh outta me. lol i mean has that ever happened to you. your sitting around watching TV the BOOM! THUNDER COMES! lol. quite weird dont you think. but the best part that comes after that thunder... is the rain... it really is a beautiful thing to see. or it just amazes me. idk dont ask.lol it just does. i like seeing how the wind blows the rain different directions. aslo, the rain helps you sleep if you only got 3 hours of sleep last night. also the great thing about rain is a rainbow comes after it. and its was so cool cause there was one right outside of my living room window. it was very pretty!!!!!!
but idk all this was just a thought. but i do think i can do with out the thunder though. dont you? i mean lighting and rain is fine. but once that thunder comes man am i scared. thats all i am saying.
i got to go. i love yall lata

everytime i see you

i get a smile apon my face

and everytime touch your hand

i feel your gental grace.

through your body lauguage

the way you hold me tight,,

i can always see

your gonna be by myside.....

your there through the good and bad.

the sad and happpy times.

i couldnt ask for more

cause baby, your just alright.

i couldnt ask for more,

cause youve given me enough,

baby all i need is you

to feel you soft gentle touch.

when im wrapped in your arms

nothing else matters,

but when i look into your eyes

im lost into a puddle of flowers.

ive never done this before,

and im afraid im going to fail.

im sorry for all the mistakes

but its only because i care

your the best thing i have

and the only thing i need

me you and god

baby well be set free.

goodness

so as every one knows( or atleast i think everyone knows) there is a lot of drama going on. dont yall just love it. but my bigest problem is with page. i have basically fixed everything else.
page and i havent been talking for almost 2 1/2 moths now. and its making me mad. cause i have known him almost all my life and he is a brother to me. idk why he is mad at me...
i have tried talking to him when he takes me home on wedsenday nights. i would be the only one talking... lame huh?? i try to find out wht i did and wht i can do to fix the problem and he puts NO effort into it at all. the only time he talks to me is if he has something sude to say to me. which i dont think is a very kool thing to do. i would atleast like to no why he is mad at me. we wont have to talk about it or anything but i just want to know why. cause all this drama really does need to stop. when ever i come to church i wanna learn about god and have a great time but instead i have to worry about page being rude to me. and i would like to talk to him but he just doesnt wanna talk or listen. honestly i dont think he even cares about our friend ship as much as i do. i mean i love him half to death but i wonder if he even cares........................
but i would really like to know whts going on between me and him. you know?? i wonder if he even wants to fix it. well... if yall have any edvice on how to approach the situation any better then wht i have been doing feel free to comment and tell me. cause i need all the edvice i need right now. lol

i love you all,
rachel!!