missing yall

so ive been grounded latley thats why i havent been at church. im sure deanna has told yall about it. if not thats suprising! lol! jk but yeah im sad bout not seeing yall. im am going to try my hardest to come wed but i dont even think i can come then cause of JV vball practice! its from 430-630:( i wont have a ride. but ill will try. i love yall! bye!!

wow

i thought freshmen volleyball practice was hard and painfull.
uhhh no JV is WAY WORSE!!!!!!

lol but i am loving it! hopefully yall can come to my first game!

holy crap

ok so the past 2 days i have had JV VOLLEYBALL tryouts. i worked my butt off!!!
AND I MADE IT . I STRATED FREAKING OUT!!!
SO HOLY CRAP! YALL SHOULD COME TO MY FIRST GAME THOUGH. I THINK ITS ON THE 31ST BUT IDK YET. ILL KEEP IN TOUCH! g2g bye!!
love yea!!

boysss

you cant live with them, but you cant live without them... so what in the world do you do with them?!?!
thats my question!
lol :/

hello

hey people
i havent been on in a littloe while so heres wats new.
um went to the bfs bday party.
i was at the boat yesturday and a little today.
yesturday was mine and codies 4 months of going out! woot woot!! :)
and nothing else really!!
im sicked for vball triouts!!
its august 10th so pray for me thatll ill make it :)))
well i guess thats it.
hope yall are good.
if you ever need to talk ima here for yalll

oh got my phone taken away till the 13th so dont text me lol ://

g2g love yall
lata!
rachel

excited!

im ready for camp now! just got to turn in my application. lol
mission trip was aswm! im glad i did something with my youth group. havent been on a trip with yall in a while. kind of exciting. but no joke the mission trip was pretty aswm. my fav part was handing sandwitches out to the homeless when we had nothing else to do.
i complain all the time that i dont have enough. i got to see for myself that i have enough. these people have nothing. nothing at all. i realized that i should be thankful for wat ive got. cause these people are living off the road. we have a lot. and we all should be thankful for that. you know???

woot woot!! :) and some venting

ok so my birthday was yesturday. and everyone is like how does it feel to be 15??!! i am like IT FEELS GREAT !, but honestly it doesnt feel all that different. i just am older my life didnt change. so it really didnt feel all that different..

but i was really surprised after church... we just got donem dropping Alyssa off and 5 min later my dad calls my sister on her phone asking for me. ( and if any of yall no my dad this is and was a one in a life time thing) my sister handed me the phone. i said hello and all i here is Happy Birthday Ray. yeah i was surprised that he called but my first impression was that Alyssa reminded him it was my Birthday. so i was just like thanks,.. and bye... then later on that night i texted ALyssa and said did u tell my dad today was my birthday? she goes no. then i was VERY surprised. i was thinkking to myself wow he actually remembered this year. what i mean by that is, is that this is the 1st year in a couple of years that my own father has called and told me Happy Birthday. And i mean i do give him some credit for actually calling me and telling me that. but that doesnt fix things between us. that doesnt make up for all the times he has missed calling me on my birthday. but it didnt feel good him just saying those 3 lil words. it ment a lot to me...

and i just wanted to say THANK YOU to all of yall who said happy birthday to me i got to go! love yall LATA :) <3
-RACHEL~~

no more...

being a freashy!! this is so exciting. all pple that a freashmen we are now considered somphmores! heard that! woot woot! lol anyways
how is yalls summer?? i havent been on in a while so tell me wats new. i am pretty siked bout this summer. hope yall are. !! my sister just got her liciens! heard that! thats great for me but also not so great!! i have to pay her gass money! poop on that lol i aint got no money so i write her an I.O.U. LOL!!!!! but wat ever works huh??its pretty kool!!

ugh i cant get over the fact the we are no longer freshmen! its pretty exciting! lol

well g2g ily lata!

rain, thunder, lighting

the rain is so peaceful. its the thunder and lighting that makes u want to poopp ur pants. lol
i was sitting at my couch in my house to day. it was nice and bright. very cool outside. perfect weather. then the weirdest thing happens it thunders very loud shakes my house and scares the living pooh outta me. lol i mean has that ever happened to you. your sitting around watching TV the BOOM! THUNDER COMES! lol. quite weird dont you think. but the best part that comes after that thunder... is the rain... it really is a beautiful thing to see. or it just amazes me. idk dont ask.lol it just does. i like seeing how the wind blows the rain different directions. aslo, the rain helps you sleep if you only got 3 hours of sleep last night. also the great thing about rain is a rainbow comes after it. and its was so cool cause there was one right outside of my living room window. it was very pretty!!!!!!
but idk all this was just a thought. but i do think i can do with out the thunder though. dont you? i mean lighting and rain is fine. but once that thunder comes man am i scared. thats all i am saying.
i got to go. i love yall lata

everytime i see you

i get a smile apon my face

and everytime touch your hand

i feel your gental grace.

through your body lauguage

the way you hold me tight,,

i can always see

your gonna be by myside.....

your there through the good and bad.

the sad and happpy times.

i couldnt ask for more

cause baby, your just alright.

i couldnt ask for more,

cause youve given me enough,

baby all i need is you

to feel you soft gentle touch.

when im wrapped in your arms

nothing else matters,

but when i look into your eyes

im lost into a puddle of flowers.

ive never done this before,

and im afraid im going to fail.

im sorry for all the mistakes

but its only because i care

your the best thing i have

and the only thing i need

me you and god

baby well be set free.

goodness

so as every one knows( or atleast i think everyone knows) there is a lot of drama going on. dont yall just love it. but my bigest problem is with page. i have basically fixed everything else.
page and i havent been talking for almost 2 1/2 moths now. and its making me mad. cause i have known him almost all my life and he is a brother to me. idk why he is mad at me...
i have tried talking to him when he takes me home on wedsenday nights. i would be the only one talking... lame huh?? i try to find out wht i did and wht i can do to fix the problem and he puts NO effort into it at all. the only time he talks to me is if he has something sude to say to me. which i dont think is a very kool thing to do. i would atleast like to no why he is mad at me. we wont have to talk about it or anything but i just want to know why. cause all this drama really does need to stop. when ever i come to church i wanna learn about god and have a great time but instead i have to worry about page being rude to me. and i would like to talk to him but he just doesnt wanna talk or listen. honestly i dont think he even cares about our friend ship as much as i do. i mean i love him half to death but i wonder if he even cares........................
but i would really like to know whts going on between me and him. you know?? i wonder if he even wants to fix it. well... if yall have any edvice on how to approach the situation any better then wht i have been doing feel free to comment and tell me. cause i need all the edvice i need right now. lol

i love you all,
rachel!!

one heat? wwhhaatt?? :?

to hands to hold: to hands to carry stuff so we wont drop things make mistakes.

to legs to walk with: so we wont trip and fall so we can get to where we need to get.

two eyes to see: to see who all is out there in the world it may not be a pretty sight sometimes but atleast its something.

two ears to listen: to listen to other pples problems to help people.
but only one heart???

cause its true we only have one heart bacuse the other one is in the other persons hands. we just have to find it and go for it. and once you find that one person that one person who you can trust, love, have, and hold forever you will have that second heart in a matter of seconds.

it may take years to find that second heart. it may envlove your heart getting broken a couple of time to find the right one. everyone has to go through it. and maybe just maybe if your lucky you wont have to go through the hurt as many times. maybe youll fond that one lucky guy aha and or girl the first time you look in there eyes you know you where ment to be. its true love at first sight.

( just throwing this out there; i found it :D hopefully i can keep it for ever)

heros

wat is a hero?

ok so today me and my friend hanna were talking about who was our hero. so i was wondering

who is your hero?

that is a question that everyone askes me alot.

i always have the same answer for everyone though.

my hero is my sister. Deanna.

she is the perfect person to be a hero.

the reason i consider my sister my hero is that

she encourges me to do things. shes a great person.

i would love to be just like her.

shes a christian. she nos wht she wants in life and wat

she doesnt want in life. she encourges me to be a better christian. cause i am struggling alot in life right now an the devilis getting to me a lot in my life at this moment. ... she always nos wat to say. she deals with things in a mature way. she knows when its time to be serious and when its time to play around. she has a great heart and an even better personality!!! i love her half to death!!! i would take a bulliet for her anyday! yah we do fight alot but i love her. she is just an all around amazing person.

if you dont realy know her then you should get to know her. and you never know one day when someone askes you whos your hero you might just say my sister. Deanna Marie Manning. i love you sis!

whos your hero and why??

:p

so i havent been on for a couple of days.
so lets talk some......
so how is everybody? hopefully good!!!!!
great! :p ahahahah
i have had a great week so far! hopefully yall have too.
um have you ever gotten the feeling where you just wanted
to punch someone in the face just cause they were gettin on
you nerves??? well thats whts hapenninng to me right now. theres
this one guh in my first block that has dont nothing in the proiject
that we have to do for our play( cause ima in drama! :p aha shut it!! ahah)
but yah today i started blowing up on her and she was speechless cause i dont blow up on pple like that.
she was just like idk had nothing to say after i blew up on that lil guh!! eww ugh!! idk i just get so mad sometimes!!! ugh anger issues i guess.

well here is a mojor thing that has been on my mind lately about my youth group.
i feel that i am getting farther away from some of yall. like ima not say any names. and i dont like it. i really dont. i mean, to me, i think its a peice of poop. honestly!!!!
i know half of the reason, is that i dont come to church that much anymore. and thats all on me but another reason is, is that we hang around certain pple way to much. cause i will say not to be mean but i used to be great friends with hallah kayla and martha and i feel like we are seprating. so much and i hate that. i would like to get closer to all of yall!!! so much. so if there is anything i can do to help this siutation please tell me. cause some pple in the youth group feel left out cause the same pple sit with the same pple!! and idk it just bothers me a lil. idk why! it just does. so if yall got anything to say or anything please tell me. i want to be great friends with all.
thats another reason i dont come to church all that often is because i feel neglected by sum. idk if thats just me but idk i feeel that i should tell yall that cause i have no one to talk to so i right it all down.

but right now i am writting a story. cause i want to be a writer. i despratly do!! so if you have any great ideas tell me cause idk wht to write about!! and writting is my life!!!!!

ilyall so much and ill see everyone tonight!!!


I LOVE YALL LATA GOTORS!!!!!!!

a new

todays a new day.

ima staring fresh.

ima wiping my hands

and then my chest

ima starting over.

ima making a new.

ima making things right,

so how about you.

i cant do this alone

i need some help.

toget outta this mess

i gotta get out.

when i saw you

that one fine day

i new you were it

and i yelled hurray!

i no there is always that one person

who will help me through

he lives up above

and watches over me to.

day and night
by myside
he walks along with me
and guids me on the right path.

today is a new...

and I WILL CARRY THROUGH!!

*life is wat you make of it and its situation!! remember that!*

it as no rhyming at all. !! :p

we like each other alot.

so why change where were standing.

weve made plans.

so why runin them.

you messed up

but i forgave you

you asked me to wait,

so ima trying.

you say you still kind love her

but you really like me at the same time?

you say wait a couple of weekes for you

but itll take more then that, i bet

wat if someone else comes along?

wat do i do?
take it ,

or leave it.

you made me laugh,

you made me wonder

but most of all

you made me happy.

then you messed up.

you made me cry...

keep me thinking bad things.

was it me or you

i dont know wat to do.

i wanna wait

i really do.

but for how long??

will you be my knight

and shing armor.

will you be there for me?

will we take our time.

why did this have to happen?

it ws going so great..

then it all went down hill.

just the touch of your hand

let me know you were there

let me no that i

could just trust you

i made up my mind

ill wait for you

cause i no we will work this out
we will be just like you said

we will be together once more.

and hopefully for a very long time

at least we can be frien

the best of the best.

i told you last night

that ppple love and have

feelings for others
that they need to work out

but its wat you make of it

and the situation

thats wat really counts.

so lets try our best to fix it.

WAITING!

we broke up. and i no why
he wants me to wait for him
and not for another guy.
he says he really likes me
but needs to figure stuff out.

he says he still kinda loves her.
wow this is a lot. i want to wait.
but i dont know if i can.
he said thought i wouldnt have
waited in the beginning.
i would have thats how much i liked him.
he said you didnt seem like that kinda preson.
well i am. i would have waited as long as you needed me to.
so were done. i am waiting. he said give him a couple of weeks
to figure out the feelings he has for his ex.
it would have been two weeks on tuesday. wat a bummer.
but we like each other a lot. so ima waiting for him like he asked me to do.
he asked me last night" rachel since im figuring out stuff while were not going out no more. while ur waiting on me will you be a really close friend. that i can come and talk to if i ever need to talk to someone?" i almost cried. the one word wnaswer i gave him was, "yes" . cause i really do think he is the one that is going to last a long time with me. BUT i am not getting my hopes up.

im not in love with him. cause love is a very strong word. i dont know wat it means exactlly, i think i am to young to know wat it means. the next time i say "i love you to a guy." i want to be special. i want to know that that guy will be there for me through good and bad. through the ups and downs. i want to know wht love means and not just say it because i wanted to say it back and make the guy happy. cause to me when you love someone it means you wanna be with them for a long time. and help them through wat ever they need.

so yah thanks for listening you guys. I WOULD LIKE YALLS OPINION ON WAT LOVE IS JUST SO I CAN GET A HINT ABOUT IT! PLEASE.... THAT WOULD BE GREAT.


WOW GUYS HERES A LESSION:
if you still have feelings for your ex girlfriend why your going out with someone else.
FIGURE OUT YOUR FEELINGS FIRST, cause the girl will get hurt. and guys its not a good feeling. AT ALL.

updates!! :) and some other stuff!!

alrighty! updates anyone. how have you been.?? what have you been up to?
well then alright now. aha wow you no when you get really bored you just talk and talk and talk and talk!! well thats just wat i am gonna be doing!! aha
so now let me talk about myweekend. friday got home ate dinner and went to codies house. saturday went CLOTHES SHOPPING!!! then saturday night went to baby sitt over night till the next morning all day sunday till bout 5!! uhg!! wow can u say boring!!!!
aha!! so yah how was the party from wat my sister said it was going to have to have been a blast!! i wish i was there.... my sister had here bible opened and i started reading it onn the page she had it opened it to so i might just read and explain my feelings on it if i have time cause i have 3 more min on the compurter... aah mysister is timeing me! aha i no lame right!!!
aha well i cant think of wat to say cause ima confoosed about the passage so i aint going top say nothing!! well ily lots kk ?? well ill talk to u lata. ily byee

some thoughts

just the thought of feeling our hands touch just lets me know you there for me and youll never leave my side. we just started going out. but i feel like i no so much about you. your very sweet and kind. always there for me. i no you wont hurt me in any way! the look in your eyes lets me no that i can talk to you bout anything. you have that certain look on ur face that i just like so much about you. i dont even no how to explain it!!!
hey so everyone might be confoosed right now. but this is about my boyfriend. hopefully yall will meet him soon. i might bring him to church sunday! im not that sure yet though! but yah spring break was amazing!! hope yalls was great.
,so ill see yall tonight!!! ilyall and yall should text me and tell me how ur springbreak was!!!! ily so much!!!! lata gatas!!!!!!

i love yall so much
happy april fools day!!!!! ahahahah

spring break 08'-09'

YAH SPRING BREAK BABIES!!! AHA
well how is yalls spring break??? hopefully GREAT!! mine has been amazing!! i have been none stop... then last night i finally came home for the 1st time in about 6 days (i think dont hold that against me) aha well i would like to here about yalls spring break so leave me comments and tell me about yos..
MINE ON THE OTHER HAND HAS BEEN THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER......
sat hanna smith came over yall met her she came to church with me then i went to her house that night. then we woke up monday morning went to CODIES yes the guy i was telling you about... for 3 hours ahaha its was amazing! then i went to havens monday night stayed with her untill thursday!!! then thursday night went to hannas again friday woke up went back to CODIES!! for 1 1/2 hours... ahah then came home friday night! stayed home till now!! so only one night was i home!! wow ive been on the get go guhs oh and guys!!! AHA MYBAD!!
so yah im tired as a dog!! (wait can dogs get that tired??? thats a question) aha anyways!! aha
now i may go to church tomorrow idk yet.. its a secret aha then MONDAY codie wants me to come over again! its teachers planning day. i am totally SICK of all this off time we have!!! im ready for school to hurry up and comr again!! 4 real. idk why and sorry if that sounds weird but i do want school to hurry up and be back again... well im hungry!! ahah i will go and get some food for now well ill talk to yall lata TEXT ME MY # IS 748-4830!! LATA GATAS
ILY

spring break!!

so this weekend and this spring break this sophmore that like me and i like him wants me to go to the river with him and his family and one of my friends her name is hanna!!
im pretty excited were getting to knoe each other and he is so nice and sweet hes in NJROTC!
i wanna hang with some of yall so if yall got the same spring break as me than we should hang just call meh!! 748-4830
THAT MEANS YOU TO SEAN!!
i would really like to get to know each and every one of yall very well. i am going to start sitting by different people every night at church so i can get to be in different groups or clicks.. i think veryone should do it cause i feel that when im just with my normal group im leaveing out other people!!and i hate doing that so lets all try and sit by other people we dont know.. that means YES KAYLA CAN U TRY SITTING AWAY FROM SETH FOR ATLEAST A WEEK!! AHA AND YOU TO HALLAH AND BLAKE!!
im jk but yah we should all try it !! i do it at school all the time i just walk up to random people and introduce myself to them!! its pretty kool ive meet and are now hanging out with 10 NEEW PEOPLE
so yah i think it would be pretty kool. good night and i love yall all so very much
!!!! comment and dont forget to call or text me this week!! ily lata!!
----
rachel

yay

well i havent been on since about friday of the retreat. thats werid for me 2!
aha well this is how my week has gone... monday: just plain old school.
tuesday THE GUY asked me out. his name is chirs! im so happy with him he just wrote me the sweetest note ever. ill let yall no later. after the retreat i feel so much closer to god. i thinks thats exactly what i needed to get me back on track cause since then every night i have been reading my bibe. wht ever mood i ws in i would try to find somthing along with my mood. idk hwy i just think i need to keep wht i am doing on a steady pace. aha
it feels really good. it really does.. the retreat was amazing i got to no a couple of peoplea little better... those people are DANIEL DOKATA AND im srry i forget his name long blond hair my bad i foget.
i also hung a little with laurn and christina!! there pretty kool yall should all get to no them. i got to hang with one of my best friends... her name is KAYLA i did that alot we caught up on alot we have beem BFFS since kindergarden... its amazing we got farther away from each other but were doing our best to catch up well i think thats all for now!!!
ily --
keep friends close keep god even closer!!! ily
rachel lata

the new wats up!

so the new wats up with me is that today was a normal day.. 1st block drama 2nd block english lunch!! 3rd block science and 4th block math.. and the usual fighting between friends guys and there girl friends.. goodness. have you ever just wanted all the drama to end!! this crap that i just mentioned has been going on ALL WEEK.. its so annoying. yah no.. idk why we all just cant get along. and oh most of the times ITS OVER STUPID THINGS... its crazy. hopefully this weekend will help me relax. and just get closer to god.. cause i do not feel like im on a spiritual high AT ALL... so idk maybe just maybe a maricle will happen... the most exciting part of this trip will be the SINGING AND WATCHING HALLAH GET BABTIZED!! ITS SO EXCITING!! im so happy for you boo boo.!!

DEANNA TOLD ME TO WIRTE THIS ON MY BLOG THE SONG "WHY CANT WE BE FRIENDS" cause it goes along with wht im talking about. like seriously why do we have to have enemys?? idk i just wondered that.. but w/e!! aha

make peace not war!!

foot prints in the sand (amazing song) read till the end i added something!!

you walked with mee. footprints in the sand...
and helped me understand where im going..
you walked with me.. when i was alla alone..
with so much unknown along the way
then i heard you say i promise you ...
im always there.... when you heart is filled
with sorrow and despair.....
i carry you ... when you need a friend...
youll find my footprints the sand...
i see my life flash across the sky..
so many times have i been so afraid..
and just when iiii.....
i thought i lost my way...
you gave me strength and that when i heard you sayy
i promise you.. im always there...
when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
ill carry you when you need a friend..
youll find my footprints in .. the sand...
when im weary... i know youll be there...
and i can feel you when you say
i promise you im always there
when your heart is filled with sadness and despair
i carry you when you need a friend..
youll fine my foot prints in the sand.....
ohhhhhh
when your heat is filled with sadness and dispair
ill carry you..... when you need a friend...
youll find my footprints in the sand ...
ohhh ohhhh ohhh ohh ohh

THIS IS AN AMAZING SONG... and its true if anyone ever needs me to carry them you will find my footprints in the sand. i am always there for all of yall. good or bad.. causee i love each and ever one of yall ... idont no why i just decided to say all this!!!
its funny though. but its true i love yall !!! ahaha your my 2nd family!!! love yall lata

ehh

i dont feel good. i just now got this feeling..
my head hurts from thinking!! FCAT
PROBLEMS AND MIGRINE
ehhh im going to pray about everything
thats happening to me right now... which
is not normal. i dont normally pray but i
am going to start. i feel like crying thats how
bad i feel. i am just going to go to bed in about
an hour or 2 cause i cant get to sleep.
rereats friday yeeppie..
i hope yall are having a good day. right now i wish
i was at sunday night church doing that exercise
cause i have a lot to talk about now!!
and no one to talk to about it . so yah come on retreat
maybe i can let some stuff out there
have a good night love yah lata

soo

i dont know wht to right about....
i am having a blank mind right now
i feel like singing and dancing.. i dont know hwy
but i wish homecomming was here again!! that
was an amazing night if i say so myself
today was a bummer at the last part of the day i had a migrain
they really suck they never occured untill i had my eye problems
uhhhh
why does life have to be so harsh... idk why....??
can you tell me
im kinda worried abot myself right now cause i was wondering how far can you get away from god??
cause I THINK I AM FARTHER THAN THAT ITS HORRIBLE!!!
maybe i can strighten things out at the retreat. idk maybe just maybe..
idk why but i feel like reading a doctor Susses srry if i spelled that wrong!!
ahaha
i am going to recite some of his book
1 fish 2 fish red fish blue fish !!! hahah thats fun jkjk ahaha wow im so bored
well hope yall have a great night i love you all good luck on FCAT and those of you that dont have it like SEAN AND BLAKE AND OTHERS YOU LUCK PPLE....

lata---

some thoughts

heyy umm im going to be venting so you dont gotta listen

im starting to like this guy. hes pretty kool. but now ive got 2 other guys mad at me and i dont wanna ruin my friend ship with them.but then again i dont wanna stop liking this guy. so im not going to.i mean i kinda fixed it with one of the guys who are mad at me for likeing this guy but not the other one he is just idk oh well. its so frustrating. i wish i could just fix everything with the snap of my fingers. thats would be great right at this moment. he said its really hard for him to get over me but i dont know wht to do cause i am kinda liking this other guy. so i dont no how to say it nicely to him that we are just never gonna be because it would just feel weird cause ive known him for a very long time.. and i like us as just friends, its so confusing like i said. (sorry if this makes no sense to you) my dads mad at me and idk wht to do. i almost threw up yeatersday i was so nervous about my dad( you dont know how he can be its scary) but i was crying so hard, but you no life just isnt fair so im going to have to deal with it. uhh im in such a mess. goodness. i love comming to church. its a time wher ei can just listen to sean and clear my head..

I WISH LIFE WAS A FAIRY TAIL!! you meet the guy of your dreams.(that'd be great :)!) aha have a great mom and dad sister brother wht ever and you live happley ever after aha , BUT its not like that so make your life worth living....

cause in the future your goanna look back and be like dang i should have done something fixed something or did something.

uhh idk

i didnt no wht to call this one. srry, my bad. :)
im so tired and no nothing is wrong with me (blake) aha jk
but no seriously church was pretty cool. oh and Derek...GOOD JOB TODAY..
cant wait till tonight... its gonna be ASWM .
again i cant wait til the spring retreat. only 6 days... aha
well im so bored right now i wanna go to the mall.... so if you wanna go just aim me im at my grandparents house so i can get on aim... my aim name is (dont laugh i've had it 4 a while...)
its imamonkeylover10 please aim me im so bored... im so glad i got all my thoughts figured out. my head fills much more lighter.... aha well i guess ill go since i gott nothing else to say so i love yall and ill se yall tonight so dont forget to aim me.... ahah

--lata

1 hour

JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AWAY AS YALL NO BUT I CAN TEXT/TALK ON IT FOR ONE HOUR EVERY NIGHT !!! HEY ITS NOT A LOT BUT AT LEAST ITS SOMETHING!!!! today i woke up and my mom goes well since yall have nothing for the 1st to classes yall can skip themm and we will do something so for lunch we went to chilies!!!!
i am still so fully ahahah then she brought us back everyone was asking me where were u and are u ok???
i was like umm im fine why?? im not sick or anything goodness...
i felt realy special.....
idk why but i did!!! i cant wait till church and untill the spring retreat!!!! i havent been to the beach in forever and i am siked about going tthen and just to spend to time with you no who is living up there!!!! ahahahaha well im bout to get on my phone so you better text or answer your pphone for the next hour!!!!!!!!


ily bye -- lata--
rachel

thinking

just sitting here doing nothing makes me think. have you ever just noticed if your really quite you can here your thoughts(or is that just me)?? i thinking about stuff i dont even wanna think about but then i am thinking about stuff i have to think about. i dont have every meny of those times. its really good just to sit back and relax once and a while. yah its fun always being on the get go. but its also very very very nice just to sit here. and listen, think, embrace what he has made for us. i ahve gotten so far away from god i dont even know what todo.

im stuck on a lot of things i dont even knoe where to start.

school

your not going to believe it today i actually got to help someone learn about god and stuff like that. my friend ashley came uup to me and said rachel can you help me with something i was like i can try and she told me her problem and stuff. i was like well god this and god that ... (i cant really give you the story cause its kinda personal) srry... but yah she goes thank you rachel your words right then just changed everything . it flt so good that i helped soemone learn more about god and helped them with there situation.
it just amazes me how god can work sometimes. does it to you??
i felt really good from about 12:14 and on today . stuff like that just makes you wanna go out and tell the world what you just did. so lets just say this...
i just saved someones life today!!!

i alomst cryed. not lieing.

this morning

i laid in bed this morning for about 20 min thinking am i making the right desision
what if he changes him mind about me then i just messed up. idk
but i am going to do what my heart says
i think i doing the right thing but i just dont no so we will see how it turns out today after school
hope yall have a great day at school and work for sean!! ily guys and gals

ily lata--
rachel

today ...

today was pretty exciting my friend chelsea she got on the bus and she had radon fingers it was so funny but horrible her fingers were all white and stuff it was gross she keep on putting her fingers all in my face.. it was horible. cant wait till church to see all my friends and stuff ...
today was funny at lunch cause my friend was like i dont get why the k in knife is silent cause it sounds likem it would be spelled like N-I-F-E!! if it had a k on the end it would be K-NIFE i was liek k-nife??
she goes yah i asked all my teachers that and they diodnt even know i was like well why are you looking at me i dont no either... idk you just should have been there i guess. well ill see yall tonight!!! CANT WAIT TELL THE SPRING RETREAT IM GOING YAY!!! i might have my phone on that weekend 2!!! so yah se yall soon!! ily lata--
rachel

kiss me thru the phone

baby you no that i miss yah i just wanna kiss you tonight but i can not baby girl thats the issue
girl you no i miss you i just wanna kiss you i cant right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
ahahaha i absolutly love that song

text me call me everyday i need yah

i miss yah i miss yah i really wanna kiss yah !!!

jkjk

ily lata

cant wait to church in about 45 min!! ahahaha

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lata

rachel

this one was for sarah

pooh pooh

oh my goodness!!! today has been a bunch a poop!!
cant wait till church tonight ily bye comment

lata---
rachel

bed time

good night!!!!!!!!!!
sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite!!!!

lata--
rachel

chris church and track!!!

im in a great mood right now. i just got done talking to the guy that i like right now! like i said his name is chris. blond hair blue eyes. omgosh i get so nervous around him...
well tomorrow is church im so excited!! cant wait to see sean and hallah and kayla and marta and john and caroline and blake and seth and page... page has been sick so pray for him he has missed almost 2 weeks of track i think hopefully he will be better by our first track meet on tuesday !!!!!

CLEAR YOUR CALENDER FOR TUESDAY AT 4 O'CLOCK U ARE COMMING TO MY TRACK MEET.. I AM RUNNING THE 800 AND THE 100 (MAYBE THE 100)
make plans see you tomorrow and or tuesday if yah come g2g ily!!

lata gangstas!!!-----
rachel

goodmorning!! =)

good morning people i hope you all sleep well..
i no i did... aha today i am going to get up eat breakfeast watch some tv then around lunch time me and my kaytlind and kayla are going to go running for a while after we get done eating... then i am going to call chris! =) well if you would like t make plans for today let me know !! kk??

well g2g ily
lata!!--
rachel

chirs , grounding, and the movies after church sunday!!

so recently at school i have been talking to this guy chris that my frined hanna smith set me up with one day at lunch and now we have been talking none stop. i really am starting to like him and he told me he liked me back ..
so idk maybe something will happen hes really nice his name is chris o'hara weird last name huh?? look him up on myspace those of you who wanna to see him..

also i am grounded for the rest of the school year so far cause my mom got a call from the teacher saying that i was a big dissruption to the calss, my grades have dropped, and that he had to force himslef not to through me outta the class room...
my mom dont believe me but i didnt do anything wrong i sooooooly promise i didnt OTHER THAN just being loud and talking loud... id dont know hwy he just didnt ask me to stop or else then he would call my mom.... but wht ev..... so i cant go no were have my cell text or anything till the end of school year .. so we gotta chat over this thing ahah
well i guess ill go ill see yall at church sunday ily oh and MOVIES AFTER CHURCH EVERYONE LETS GET TOGETHER!!!!! THE!!!

ILY BYEEE---

RACHEL

hello

heyy you guys
church was amazing
just wanted to let you know that everyone that led the sevices today at the old peoples home did good. good job Blake Seth And Page....
good job indeed
aha
so tonight im going to share group for the first time in a month im so siked
ahhh then i am going to my friends house and then monday I AM HANGING WITH THE BF AND HALEIGH im siked for that to...
be praying for my friend haven she is VERY VREY VERY VERY SCK RIGHT NOW
she has a temp. of 107 and can not swollow NOTHING
well i g2g peace dowgs!!!!
ily

bored

so i am just sitting in the room at my grandparnets house doing nothing....
pretty bored
so i hope your valentines day was good.. hope you got to spen it with the one you love the most and enjoyed every bit of it ....
i would have spent the day with my boyfriend but i couldnt cause i was spending it with deanna alyssa kaytlind kayla mrs.leah and my daddy... so i gues that was good...
ok well ily and ill see yah tomorrow if you are going to church ...
i am going to church tomorrow morning but not tomrrow night cause im goign to a friends house and maybe going to go see the boyfriend at the movies so call me and lets chat!!!
ily bye later peace....

good night dont let the bed bugs bit ahah

<3

last night and today

so last night during the movie rodel asked me out so now im going out with him

today i went to my sisters b-day party so happy b-day deanna ily byee

call me im bored!!!!

tonight

heyy you guys so im at school today and i was talking to my guy friends and rodel (for those who know him) asked me to go to the movies with him tonight...
so i said yes im so excited. we are either seeing pink panther 2 or friday the 13th
but i guess not cause he just called me and said were seeing push so nvm
aha
i cant wait till church sunday cause i have not been to sunday church in 4EVER!!
so ill see some of you saturday night then if not ill see you on sunday ily

make sure you read this!!

love yah <3 =)
rachel