heyy umm im going to be venting so you dont gotta listen
im starting to like this guy. hes pretty kool. but now ive got 2 other guys mad at me and i dont wanna ruin my friend ship with them.but then again i dont wanna stop liking this guy. so im not going to.i mean i kinda fixed it with one of the guys who are mad at me for likeing this guy but not the other one he is just idk oh well. its so frustrating. i wish i could just fix everything with the snap of my fingers. thats would be great right at this moment. he said its really hard for him to get over me but i dont know wht to do cause i am kinda liking this other guy. so i dont no how to say it nicely to him that we are just never gonna be because it would just feel weird cause ive known him for a very long time.. and i like us as just friends, its so confusing like i said. (sorry if this makes no sense to you) my dads mad at me and idk wht to do. i almost threw up yeatersday i was so nervous about my dad( you dont know how he can be its scary) but i was crying so hard, but you no life just isnt fair so im going to have to deal with it. uhh im in such a mess. goodness. i love comming to church. its a time wher ei can just listen to sean and clear my head..
I WISH LIFE WAS A FAIRY TAIL!! you meet the guy of your dreams.(that'd be great :)!) aha have a great mom and dad sister brother wht ever and you live happley ever after aha , BUT its not like that so make your life worth living....
cause in the future your goanna look back and be like dang i should have done something fixed something or did something.
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