spring break 08'-09'

YAH SPRING BREAK BABIES!!! AHA
well how is yalls spring break??? hopefully GREAT!! mine has been amazing!! i have been none stop... then last night i finally came home for the 1st time in about 6 days (i think dont hold that against me) aha well i would like to here about yalls spring break so leave me comments and tell me about yos..
MINE ON THE OTHER HAND HAS BEEN THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER......
sat hanna smith came over yall met her she came to church with me then i went to her house that night. then we woke up monday morning went to CODIES yes the guy i was telling you about... for 3 hours ahaha its was amazing! then i went to havens monday night stayed with her untill thursday!!! then thursday night went to hannas again friday woke up went back to CODIES!! for 1 1/2 hours... ahah then came home friday night! stayed home till now!! so only one night was i home!! wow ive been on the get go guhs oh and guys!!! AHA MYBAD!!
so yah im tired as a dog!! (wait can dogs get that tired??? thats a question) aha anyways!! aha
now i may go to church tomorrow idk yet.. its a secret aha then MONDAY codie wants me to come over again! its teachers planning day. i am totally SICK of all this off time we have!!! im ready for school to hurry up and comr again!! 4 real. idk why and sorry if that sounds weird but i do want school to hurry up and be back again... well im hungry!! ahah i will go and get some food for now well ill talk to yall lata TEXT ME MY # IS 748-4830!! LATA GATAS
ILY

spring break!!

so this weekend and this spring break this sophmore that like me and i like him wants me to go to the river with him and his family and one of my friends her name is hanna!!
im pretty excited were getting to knoe each other and he is so nice and sweet hes in NJROTC!
i wanna hang with some of yall so if yall got the same spring break as me than we should hang just call meh!! 748-4830
THAT MEANS YOU TO SEAN!!
i would really like to get to know each and every one of yall very well. i am going to start sitting by different people every night at church so i can get to be in different groups or clicks.. i think veryone should do it cause i feel that when im just with my normal group im leaveing out other people!!and i hate doing that so lets all try and sit by other people we dont know.. that means YES KAYLA CAN U TRY SITTING AWAY FROM SETH FOR ATLEAST A WEEK!! AHA AND YOU TO HALLAH AND BLAKE!!
im jk but yah we should all try it !! i do it at school all the time i just walk up to random people and introduce myself to them!! its pretty kool ive meet and are now hanging out with 10 NEEW PEOPLE
so yah i think it would be pretty kool. good night and i love yall all so very much
!!!! comment and dont forget to call or text me this week!! ily lata!!
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rachel

yay

well i havent been on since about friday of the retreat. thats werid for me 2!
aha well this is how my week has gone... monday: just plain old school.
tuesday THE GUY asked me out. his name is chirs! im so happy with him he just wrote me the sweetest note ever. ill let yall no later. after the retreat i feel so much closer to god. i thinks thats exactly what i needed to get me back on track cause since then every night i have been reading my bibe. wht ever mood i ws in i would try to find somthing along with my mood. idk hwy i just think i need to keep wht i am doing on a steady pace. aha
it feels really good. it really does.. the retreat was amazing i got to no a couple of peoplea little better... those people are DANIEL DOKATA AND im srry i forget his name long blond hair my bad i foget.
i also hung a little with laurn and christina!! there pretty kool yall should all get to no them. i got to hang with one of my best friends... her name is KAYLA i did that alot we caught up on alot we have beem BFFS since kindergarden... its amazing we got farther away from each other but were doing our best to catch up well i think thats all for now!!!
ily --
keep friends close keep god even closer!!! ily
rachel lata

the new wats up!

so the new wats up with me is that today was a normal day.. 1st block drama 2nd block english lunch!! 3rd block science and 4th block math.. and the usual fighting between friends guys and there girl friends.. goodness. have you ever just wanted all the drama to end!! this crap that i just mentioned has been going on ALL WEEK.. its so annoying. yah no.. idk why we all just cant get along. and oh most of the times ITS OVER STUPID THINGS... its crazy. hopefully this weekend will help me relax. and just get closer to god.. cause i do not feel like im on a spiritual high AT ALL... so idk maybe just maybe a maricle will happen... the most exciting part of this trip will be the SINGING AND WATCHING HALLAH GET BABTIZED!! ITS SO EXCITING!! im so happy for you boo boo.!!

DEANNA TOLD ME TO WIRTE THIS ON MY BLOG THE SONG "WHY CANT WE BE FRIENDS" cause it goes along with wht im talking about. like seriously why do we have to have enemys?? idk i just wondered that.. but w/e!! aha

make peace not war!!

foot prints in the sand (amazing song) read till the end i added something!!

you walked with mee. footprints in the sand...
and helped me understand where im going..
you walked with me.. when i was alla alone..
with so much unknown along the way
then i heard you say i promise you ...
im always there.... when you heart is filled
with sorrow and despair.....
i carry you ... when you need a friend...
youll find my footprints the sand...
i see my life flash across the sky..
so many times have i been so afraid..
and just when iiii.....
i thought i lost my way...
you gave me strength and that when i heard you sayy
i promise you.. im always there...
when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
ill carry you when you need a friend..
youll find my footprints in .. the sand...
when im weary... i know youll be there...
and i can feel you when you say
i promise you im always there
when your heart is filled with sadness and despair
i carry you when you need a friend..
youll fine my foot prints in the sand.....
ohhhhhh
when your heat is filled with sadness and dispair
ill carry you..... when you need a friend...
youll find my footprints in the sand ...
ohhh ohhhh ohhh ohh ohh

THIS IS AN AMAZING SONG... and its true if anyone ever needs me to carry them you will find my footprints in the sand. i am always there for all of yall. good or bad.. causee i love each and ever one of yall ... idont no why i just decided to say all this!!!
its funny though. but its true i love yall !!! ahaha your my 2nd family!!! love yall lata

ehh

i dont feel good. i just now got this feeling..
my head hurts from thinking!! FCAT
PROBLEMS AND MIGRINE
ehhh im going to pray about everything
thats happening to me right now... which
is not normal. i dont normally pray but i
am going to start. i feel like crying thats how
bad i feel. i am just going to go to bed in about
an hour or 2 cause i cant get to sleep.
rereats friday yeeppie..
i hope yall are having a good day. right now i wish
i was at sunday night church doing that exercise
cause i have a lot to talk about now!!
and no one to talk to about it . so yah come on retreat
maybe i can let some stuff out there
have a good night love yah lata

soo

i dont know wht to right about....
i am having a blank mind right now
i feel like singing and dancing.. i dont know hwy
but i wish homecomming was here again!! that
was an amazing night if i say so myself
today was a bummer at the last part of the day i had a migrain
they really suck they never occured untill i had my eye problems
uhhhh
why does life have to be so harsh... idk why....??
can you tell me
im kinda worried abot myself right now cause i was wondering how far can you get away from god??
cause I THINK I AM FARTHER THAN THAT ITS HORRIBLE!!!
maybe i can strighten things out at the retreat. idk maybe just maybe..
idk why but i feel like reading a doctor Susses srry if i spelled that wrong!!
ahaha
i am going to recite some of his book
1 fish 2 fish red fish blue fish !!! hahah thats fun jkjk ahaha wow im so bored
well hope yall have a great night i love you all good luck on FCAT and those of you that dont have it like SEAN AND BLAKE AND OTHERS YOU LUCK PPLE....

lata---

some thoughts

heyy umm im going to be venting so you dont gotta listen

im starting to like this guy. hes pretty kool. but now ive got 2 other guys mad at me and i dont wanna ruin my friend ship with them.but then again i dont wanna stop liking this guy. so im not going to.i mean i kinda fixed it with one of the guys who are mad at me for likeing this guy but not the other one he is just idk oh well. its so frustrating. i wish i could just fix everything with the snap of my fingers. thats would be great right at this moment. he said its really hard for him to get over me but i dont know wht to do cause i am kinda liking this other guy. so i dont no how to say it nicely to him that we are just never gonna be because it would just feel weird cause ive known him for a very long time.. and i like us as just friends, its so confusing like i said. (sorry if this makes no sense to you) my dads mad at me and idk wht to do. i almost threw up yeatersday i was so nervous about my dad( you dont know how he can be its scary) but i was crying so hard, but you no life just isnt fair so im going to have to deal with it. uhh im in such a mess. goodness. i love comming to church. its a time wher ei can just listen to sean and clear my head..

I WISH LIFE WAS A FAIRY TAIL!! you meet the guy of your dreams.(that'd be great :)!) aha have a great mom and dad sister brother wht ever and you live happley ever after aha , BUT its not like that so make your life worth living....

cause in the future your goanna look back and be like dang i should have done something fixed something or did something.

uhh idk

i didnt no wht to call this one. srry, my bad. :)
im so tired and no nothing is wrong with me (blake) aha jk
but no seriously church was pretty cool. oh and Derek...GOOD JOB TODAY..
cant wait till tonight... its gonna be ASWM .
again i cant wait til the spring retreat. only 6 days... aha
well im so bored right now i wanna go to the mall.... so if you wanna go just aim me im at my grandparents house so i can get on aim... my aim name is (dont laugh i've had it 4 a while...)
its imamonkeylover10 please aim me im so bored... im so glad i got all my thoughts figured out. my head fills much more lighter.... aha well i guess ill go since i gott nothing else to say so i love yall and ill se yall tonight so dont forget to aim me.... ahah

--lata

1 hour

JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I GOT MY PHONE TAKEN AWAY AS YALL NO BUT I CAN TEXT/TALK ON IT FOR ONE HOUR EVERY NIGHT !!! HEY ITS NOT A LOT BUT AT LEAST ITS SOMETHING!!!! today i woke up and my mom goes well since yall have nothing for the 1st to classes yall can skip themm and we will do something so for lunch we went to chilies!!!!
i am still so fully ahahah then she brought us back everyone was asking me where were u and are u ok???
i was like umm im fine why?? im not sick or anything goodness...
i felt realy special.....
idk why but i did!!! i cant wait till church and untill the spring retreat!!!! i havent been to the beach in forever and i am siked about going tthen and just to spend to time with you no who is living up there!!!! ahahahaha well im bout to get on my phone so you better text or answer your pphone for the next hour!!!!!!!!


ily bye -- lata--
rachel

thinking

just sitting here doing nothing makes me think. have you ever just noticed if your really quite you can here your thoughts(or is that just me)?? i thinking about stuff i dont even wanna think about but then i am thinking about stuff i have to think about. i dont have every meny of those times. its really good just to sit back and relax once and a while. yah its fun always being on the get go. but its also very very very nice just to sit here. and listen, think, embrace what he has made for us. i ahve gotten so far away from god i dont even know what todo.

im stuck on a lot of things i dont even knoe where to start.

school

your not going to believe it today i actually got to help someone learn about god and stuff like that. my friend ashley came uup to me and said rachel can you help me with something i was like i can try and she told me her problem and stuff. i was like well god this and god that ... (i cant really give you the story cause its kinda personal) srry... but yah she goes thank you rachel your words right then just changed everything . it flt so good that i helped soemone learn more about god and helped them with there situation.
it just amazes me how god can work sometimes. does it to you??
i felt really good from about 12:14 and on today . stuff like that just makes you wanna go out and tell the world what you just did. so lets just say this...
i just saved someones life today!!!

i alomst cryed. not lieing.

this morning

i laid in bed this morning for about 20 min thinking am i making the right desision
what if he changes him mind about me then i just messed up. idk
but i am going to do what my heart says
i think i doing the right thing but i just dont no so we will see how it turns out today after school
hope yall have a great day at school and work for sean!! ily guys and gals

ily lata--
rachel

today ...

today was pretty exciting my friend chelsea she got on the bus and she had radon fingers it was so funny but horrible her fingers were all white and stuff it was gross she keep on putting her fingers all in my face.. it was horible. cant wait till church to see all my friends and stuff ...
today was funny at lunch cause my friend was like i dont get why the k in knife is silent cause it sounds likem it would be spelled like N-I-F-E!! if it had a k on the end it would be K-NIFE i was liek k-nife??
she goes yah i asked all my teachers that and they diodnt even know i was like well why are you looking at me i dont no either... idk you just should have been there i guess. well ill see yall tonight!!! CANT WAIT TELL THE SPRING RETREAT IM GOING YAY!!! i might have my phone on that weekend 2!!! so yah se yall soon!! ily lata--
rachel

kiss me thru the phone

baby you no that i miss yah i just wanna kiss you tonight but i can not baby girl thats the issue
girl you no i miss you i just wanna kiss you i cant right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
ahahaha i absolutly love that song

text me call me everyday i need yah

i miss yah i miss yah i really wanna kiss yah !!!

jkjk

ily lata

cant wait to church in about 45 min!! ahahaha

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lata

rachel

this one was for sarah

pooh pooh

oh my goodness!!! today has been a bunch a poop!!
cant wait till church tonight ily bye comment

lata---
rachel