one heat? wwhhaatt?? :?

to hands to hold: to hands to carry stuff so we wont drop things make mistakes.

to legs to walk with: so we wont trip and fall so we can get to where we need to get.

two eyes to see: to see who all is out there in the world it may not be a pretty sight sometimes but atleast its something.

two ears to listen: to listen to other pples problems to help people.
but only one heart???

cause its true we only have one heart bacuse the other one is in the other persons hands. we just have to find it and go for it. and once you find that one person that one person who you can trust, love, have, and hold forever you will have that second heart in a matter of seconds.

it may take years to find that second heart. it may envlove your heart getting broken a couple of time to find the right one. everyone has to go through it. and maybe just maybe if your lucky you wont have to go through the hurt as many times. maybe youll fond that one lucky guy aha and or girl the first time you look in there eyes you know you where ment to be. its true love at first sight.

( just throwing this out there; i found it :D hopefully i can keep it for ever)

heros

wat is a hero?

ok so today me and my friend hanna were talking about who was our hero. so i was wondering

who is your hero?

that is a question that everyone askes me alot.

i always have the same answer for everyone though.

my hero is my sister. Deanna.

she is the perfect person to be a hero.

the reason i consider my sister my hero is that

she encourges me to do things. shes a great person.

i would love to be just like her.

shes a christian. she nos wht she wants in life and wat

she doesnt want in life. she encourges me to be a better christian. cause i am struggling alot in life right now an the devilis getting to me a lot in my life at this moment. ... she always nos wat to say. she deals with things in a mature way. she knows when its time to be serious and when its time to play around. she has a great heart and an even better personality!!! i love her half to death!!! i would take a bulliet for her anyday! yah we do fight alot but i love her. she is just an all around amazing person.

if you dont realy know her then you should get to know her. and you never know one day when someone askes you whos your hero you might just say my sister. Deanna Marie Manning. i love you sis!

whos your hero and why??

:p

so i havent been on for a couple of days.
so lets talk some......
so how is everybody? hopefully good!!!!!
great! :p ahahahah
i have had a great week so far! hopefully yall have too.
um have you ever gotten the feeling where you just wanted
to punch someone in the face just cause they were gettin on
you nerves??? well thats whts hapenninng to me right now. theres
this one guh in my first block that has dont nothing in the proiject
that we have to do for our play( cause ima in drama! :p aha shut it!! ahah)
but yah today i started blowing up on her and she was speechless cause i dont blow up on pple like that.
she was just like idk had nothing to say after i blew up on that lil guh!! eww ugh!! idk i just get so mad sometimes!!! ugh anger issues i guess.

well here is a mojor thing that has been on my mind lately about my youth group.
i feel that i am getting farther away from some of yall. like ima not say any names. and i dont like it. i really dont. i mean, to me, i think its a peice of poop. honestly!!!!
i know half of the reason, is that i dont come to church that much anymore. and thats all on me but another reason is, is that we hang around certain pple way to much. cause i will say not to be mean but i used to be great friends with hallah kayla and martha and i feel like we are seprating. so much and i hate that. i would like to get closer to all of yall!!! so much. so if there is anything i can do to help this siutation please tell me. cause some pple in the youth group feel left out cause the same pple sit with the same pple!! and idk it just bothers me a lil. idk why! it just does. so if yall got anything to say or anything please tell me. i want to be great friends with all.
thats another reason i dont come to church all that often is because i feel neglected by sum. idk if thats just me but idk i feeel that i should tell yall that cause i have no one to talk to so i right it all down.

but right now i am writting a story. cause i want to be a writer. i despratly do!! so if you have any great ideas tell me cause idk wht to write about!! and writting is my life!!!!!

ilyall so much and ill see everyone tonight!!!


I LOVE YALL LATA GOTORS!!!!!!!

a new

todays a new day.

ima staring fresh.

ima wiping my hands

and then my chest

ima starting over.

ima making a new.

ima making things right,

so how about you.

i cant do this alone

i need some help.

toget outta this mess

i gotta get out.

when i saw you

that one fine day

i new you were it

and i yelled hurray!

i no there is always that one person

who will help me through

he lives up above

and watches over me to.

day and night
by myside
he walks along with me
and guids me on the right path.

today is a new...

and I WILL CARRY THROUGH!!

*life is wat you make of it and its situation!! remember that!*

it as no rhyming at all. !! :p

we like each other alot.

so why change where were standing.

weve made plans.

so why runin them.

you messed up

but i forgave you

you asked me to wait,

so ima trying.

you say you still kind love her

but you really like me at the same time?

you say wait a couple of weekes for you

but itll take more then that, i bet

wat if someone else comes along?

wat do i do?
take it ,

or leave it.

you made me laugh,

you made me wonder

but most of all

you made me happy.

then you messed up.

you made me cry...

keep me thinking bad things.

was it me or you

i dont know wat to do.

i wanna wait

i really do.

but for how long??

will you be my knight

and shing armor.

will you be there for me?

will we take our time.

why did this have to happen?

it ws going so great..

then it all went down hill.

just the touch of your hand

let me know you were there

let me no that i

could just trust you

i made up my mind

ill wait for you

cause i no we will work this out
we will be just like you said

we will be together once more.

and hopefully for a very long time

at least we can be frien

the best of the best.

i told you last night

that ppple love and have

feelings for others
that they need to work out

but its wat you make of it

and the situation

thats wat really counts.

so lets try our best to fix it.

WAITING!

we broke up. and i no why
he wants me to wait for him
and not for another guy.
he says he really likes me
but needs to figure stuff out.

he says he still kinda loves her.
wow this is a lot. i want to wait.
but i dont know if i can.
he said thought i wouldnt have
waited in the beginning.
i would have thats how much i liked him.
he said you didnt seem like that kinda preson.
well i am. i would have waited as long as you needed me to.
so were done. i am waiting. he said give him a couple of weeks
to figure out the feelings he has for his ex.
it would have been two weeks on tuesday. wat a bummer.
but we like each other a lot. so ima waiting for him like he asked me to do.
he asked me last night" rachel since im figuring out stuff while were not going out no more. while ur waiting on me will you be a really close friend. that i can come and talk to if i ever need to talk to someone?" i almost cried. the one word wnaswer i gave him was, "yes" . cause i really do think he is the one that is going to last a long time with me. BUT i am not getting my hopes up.

im not in love with him. cause love is a very strong word. i dont know wat it means exactlly, i think i am to young to know wat it means. the next time i say "i love you to a guy." i want to be special. i want to know that that guy will be there for me through good and bad. through the ups and downs. i want to know wht love means and not just say it because i wanted to say it back and make the guy happy. cause to me when you love someone it means you wanna be with them for a long time. and help them through wat ever they need.

so yah thanks for listening you guys. I WOULD LIKE YALLS OPINION ON WAT LOVE IS JUST SO I CAN GET A HINT ABOUT IT! PLEASE.... THAT WOULD BE GREAT.


WOW GUYS HERES A LESSION:
if you still have feelings for your ex girlfriend why your going out with someone else.
FIGURE OUT YOUR FEELINGS FIRST, cause the girl will get hurt. and guys its not a good feeling. AT ALL.

updates!! :) and some other stuff!!

alrighty! updates anyone. how have you been.?? what have you been up to?
well then alright now. aha wow you no when you get really bored you just talk and talk and talk and talk!! well thats just wat i am gonna be doing!! aha
so now let me talk about myweekend. friday got home ate dinner and went to codies house. saturday went CLOTHES SHOPPING!!! then saturday night went to baby sitt over night till the next morning all day sunday till bout 5!! uhg!! wow can u say boring!!!!
aha!! so yah how was the party from wat my sister said it was going to have to have been a blast!! i wish i was there.... my sister had here bible opened and i started reading it onn the page she had it opened it to so i might just read and explain my feelings on it if i have time cause i have 3 more min on the compurter... aah mysister is timeing me! aha i no lame right!!!
aha well i cant think of wat to say cause ima confoosed about the passage so i aint going top say nothing!! well ily lots kk ?? well ill talk to u lata. ily byee

some thoughts

just the thought of feeling our hands touch just lets me know you there for me and youll never leave my side. we just started going out. but i feel like i no so much about you. your very sweet and kind. always there for me. i no you wont hurt me in any way! the look in your eyes lets me no that i can talk to you bout anything. you have that certain look on ur face that i just like so much about you. i dont even no how to explain it!!!
hey so everyone might be confoosed right now. but this is about my boyfriend. hopefully yall will meet him soon. i might bring him to church sunday! im not that sure yet though! but yah spring break was amazing!! hope yalls was great.
,so ill see yall tonight!!! ilyall and yall should text me and tell me how ur springbreak was!!!! ily so much!!!! lata gatas!!!!!!

i love yall so much
happy april fools day!!!!! ahahahah