WAITING!

we broke up. and i no why
he wants me to wait for him
and not for another guy.
he says he really likes me
but needs to figure stuff out.

he says he still kinda loves her.
wow this is a lot. i want to wait.
but i dont know if i can.
he said thought i wouldnt have
waited in the beginning.
i would have thats how much i liked him.
he said you didnt seem like that kinda preson.
well i am. i would have waited as long as you needed me to.
so were done. i am waiting. he said give him a couple of weeks
to figure out the feelings he has for his ex.
it would have been two weeks on tuesday. wat a bummer.
but we like each other a lot. so ima waiting for him like he asked me to do.
he asked me last night" rachel since im figuring out stuff while were not going out no more. while ur waiting on me will you be a really close friend. that i can come and talk to if i ever need to talk to someone?" i almost cried. the one word wnaswer i gave him was, "yes" . cause i really do think he is the one that is going to last a long time with me. BUT i am not getting my hopes up.

im not in love with him. cause love is a very strong word. i dont know wat it means exactlly, i think i am to young to know wat it means. the next time i say "i love you to a guy." i want to be special. i want to know that that guy will be there for me through good and bad. through the ups and downs. i want to know wht love means and not just say it because i wanted to say it back and make the guy happy. cause to me when you love someone it means you wanna be with them for a long time. and help them through wat ever they need.

so yah thanks for listening you guys. I WOULD LIKE YALLS OPINION ON WAT LOVE IS JUST SO I CAN GET A HINT ABOUT IT! PLEASE.... THAT WOULD BE GREAT.


WOW GUYS HERES A LESSION:
if you still have feelings for your ex girlfriend why your going out with someone else.
FIGURE OUT YOUR FEELINGS FIRST, cause the girl will get hurt. and guys its not a good feeling. AT ALL.