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Monday, February 15, 2010

randomness

I dont know what to call this one. Im just writing what ever comes to my head. I miss a lot of stuff from the past, and I want to forget a lot of stuff from it also. I dont understand a lot of things, and I dont make the wisest or the right decisions either. Ive made many mistakes, some I wish with all my heart that u could go back and change them. Im confused about a lot of stuff and I wish I had more answers to all my questions. Sometimes I wish life was a fairy tale. happy endings always. but life isnt a fairy tale this is reality. Sometimes there are happy endings but sometimes there arent. Life is such a mystery and I can never figure out the answers. I hate mysterys. I hate when I cant figure out things. There so annoying. blahh. Im on the phone with Blake and he doesnt even believe im listening to him, Cause im typing this and talking to him at the same time. ehh. what ever... :P Hes a dork. anyways. So I wished on a star tonight.i wish i could tell everyone what it is but i cant or else it wont come true. I hate nosey people. I hate conceded people. Well hate is a very string word. I dont like them very much thats better. well thats it for now :) byee

4 comments:

  1. Things will get better, and if you think about the past, then it's all you think about and it's all you want. And you can't have it. And it's hard to do, but don't think about it. If it comes to your mind, then think of something good that is in the present. It'll get easier and harder as it goes on. I love you :)

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  2. We all make mistakes Rachael. The bigger question is, do we learn from those mistakes and not make the same ones in the future. That is what you must do. Your past is behind you, and it is important for you to use the past to make good choices now and give yourself a promising future. Love you and know Sheena and I are always here for you.

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  3. thank hallah babe. i love you too..

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