its been almost 4 weeks now that we have been broken up. you still ahvent given me an answer on wweather or not were going to date again. your keeping me waiting. you wont talk to me. you say your with you friends. alll he time. thats not being bussy thats straight up not wanting to talk to me. your not who you used to be. LOOK IN THE MIRROR!!! your not the man of my dreams anymore. im so torn apart, you already like another girl but none of your feelings are lost for me. when you love someone i mean truley love someone like i love YOU you dont look at anyone else. you dont think about anyone else. like anyone else. your heart and soul is given to that one person( besides god) your not the boy i used to know. idk what it is but college is getting to you. you think your a big boy now, face the facts you wont be a big boy untill you face the facst that you have changed! get that right. wy would i ever want you if this is the man your going to be. cause i love you, im willing to wait as long as you need but dont tell me you want to be really close friends and then ignore my texts phone calls. and everything else. its wrong. when im crying and i need someone to talk to your suppossed to be there. but are you? NO your not. what happened to" ill always be there for you no matter what happenes yo us" and" even thought were broken up i dont want you to stop venting to me and letting me into your life" guess what your doing all that to yourself. YOU are. im fed up with this nonsense. you want me or not. you want the new girl or not. you love me but you want to let me go. choose. i cant take the stress and neither can you. do us both a favor and live up to your promises you made me, and more important that you made to US! im so hurt. you broke up with me over nothing. sriously. i laugh at that honestly. HA. ive been miserable. for 3 weeks now. why cant you see that! we need to talk and you know it. your just afraid to hear what i have to say. you say your a man now just because your "18" then stop running away from me and everything that has been going on and face the facts that what is going on isnt good. i dont want to move on. I WANT YOU AND ONLY YOU. NO ONE ELSE. I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU. NO ONE ELSE. WHY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT. do me a favor for once. stop thinking about yourself like you have these past 3 weeks and think about how your treating me. look in the mirror. youll see what im talking about...
wow i feel better. venting helps. now if he could only understand what he is putting me through.
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