been a while

its been a while since ive been on this, so i thought i would just go ahead and up date it. :)
recently my knee had been hurt. i went to the doctor, they said i either had one of two things something i dont know how to pronounce or it my minscus. if its the first thing i get to injections into my knee to see if it will calm down the imflamtion in my knee, if its that doesnt work then its the second thing i mentioned. and they will have to go into my knee surgecially, and scoope off some of my minicus in my knee. i got my MRI on friday the results came back today, or were suppossed to atleats. now my other doctors appointment is on thursday to show me the results and to tell me what im going to have to do with my knee. exciting? i like not. lol
life has been stressfull other than my knee, im going through a lot with my life, my knee, my relationship with GOD, blake, and some of my friends. im trying to keep my grades up while juggling all this crap and its very hard. i wish summer would just start so i can be on my spirtual high for a while and hopefully it will carry on into the school year. I pray everyday that ill make it through everything and on to the next day. i feel like im getting torn apart in various ways physically and emotionally. life is just hard right now. very hard. and i need help. i guess all i can really do is pray and hope god will lead me in the direction that is chosen best for me.