poem

as i lay my head down on my pillow i think as the tears run down my cheek, why this always has to happen. We fight non-stop. and ive about had enough. its all building up, and i dont know what to do anymore. you've torn my heart out once but theen fixed it back together. will it get torn apart again?how much longer will the pain for the one incedient be here. cause with that and everything else on top of me, it all adds up, and it ends in disaster. i think to myself why am i still with you. Its cause i LOVE you. i CARE for you. and i WANT you and ONLY you. no matter how many fights we get into, i know we can make it through. well hopefully we can make it. I dont knwo what god has in store for me, or even for us. its a journey im going to have to take and things im going to have to risk. im scared. very scared. and i dont know what to do. im tired of the pain, of the tears, and everything. i tired. im done. im done fighting. i refuse to put up with it. and most of all im done crying. ive shed to many tears. one to many, and i dont have any left. i pray we get better, at this whole relationship thing. i pray so bad we do. it hurts to see us fight. but it seems nothing ever helps anymore...